Friday 30 December 2011

gonna miss you, 2011

byebye 2011.. hyehye 2012..... guys,there's many thing in the year of 2011..a lot of happiness and sadness..and so...firstly, i na cakap about..my SPM ofcoz..banyak suka duka yang aku lalui kann..kat sekolah tuh..hurm, and yeah..lots of memories bila dah final year nih.. mase nak SPM tuh macam macam happen. and i hate it much actually.tapi i kene jugak la kan terima..ujian dariNYA kan. tapi INSYAALLAH i'll get the best result soon.walaupun i feel that i cant get what my parents wants.AMIN..!! to my BFF, sufian hadi..kauh banyak bagi aku support weh. kau selalu ada bila aku need kauh. lately nih je lah kauh busy kan, tape aku faham..just aku harap kita takkan putus our frenship okay? aku sayang kauh doe..dah 4years kita kawan kan? kauh paling faham aku. thanx hadi jadi kawan akuh. haha. okay, enough. next i want to talk about..errr...him...yes,about him. the one yg buat i get back into myself lupakan  Q****... thanx a lot. and you try to get into me..but u r not the person and we could  just be together for two months. and really sorry i have for not choosing you. i noe you still waiting for me..i noe u love me..but please..i cant, F****... and this lyrics u gave it to me..


HANYA SAMPAI DI SINI SAJA,
KISAH CINTA KITA BERDUA,
TIADA DAYA SELAMANYA,
TERHENTI DI SINI,
BIARKU PUJUK HATI INI,
MERAWAT RINDUKU SENDIRI,
SETELAH AKU KAU LUKAI,
SEDANGKAN KAU TAHU,
KASIH AKU HANYALAH UNTUKMU,
TIADA LAIN DALAM DIRIKU,
TAKKAN BERUBAH ,
WALAU DIPISAH LAUT BIRU,
CINTA AKU HANYALAH UNTUKMU,
TAK PERNAH GOYAH TAK PERNAH JEMU
TAKKAN TERPADAM,
DALAM HATIKU YANG MILIK MU,
PERCAYALAH...
MUNGKIN SUDAH SURATAN KITA,
TERPISAH SEBEGINI SAJA,
PASTI DI SUATU HARI NANTI,
KU JEJAK BAHAGIA.

BY ADIRA (LARA LAGI).

thanx,F****..i faham what u try to let me know, and whatever it is..i always wish you akan jumpe kebahagiaan you. (^_^)  i nak cakap thanx sangatt datang into my life..i appriciate what you have done.
and and and..
next is about my the only one who owned my heart till now... almost a year kann..and i felt it was the love full of lies...haha. tak tak..juz a bit complicated life of him. takpe, i understand it okay,my dear...
ehm, juz let forgive and forget..thats it. kan3? senang cerita kan?? and juz go on..hope for a better better and much better than 2011...bila da masuk 2012..open new book pulak..i hold your promise to love me and forget about her..*hate to write about that **C**** girl. ha.but, please..if u cant..jgn paksa..cinta tak boleh dipksa my dear..cinta tu datang dengan sendirinya..*bangangnye pegang janji tetiba cakap jgn pakse.haha.papelah.. whatever will happen i will always accept it dengan redha or pasrahnya.erm, the most i want to thank you much for teachng me to be more mature, thanx okay. appriciate sgtt..derr...i love you okay. tak siapa pown bole merampas hati yang sudah kau miliki nih. cewwwahh.  *ayat nak bajet je. :P eh, baru persan..siapa mamt nih?? bebel bebel pasal dia tapi tatau siapa..ehem,ehem..siapa lagi kan..MOHD FAIZUL FAHMI BIN ADAM laa.. okay, just nak show off nama dia.. nak show off je?? *kejam kejam.. haha. tak la, nanti orang confuse pulak and cakap i nih player lah, maenkan hati guys lah...i'm not,okay. tak nampak tuh..sorang je. sorang sahaja. one person only.. okay2. i noe semua dah faham. you guys know what... some people bagi supprt tauh nak go on bila dgn dia nih. iyelah..banyak dugaan tauh. member2 la.. sape lagi kalau bukan ngao, wee, leen, zie, dyan, and sape sape lagi lah kan yg pernah memberi support time i tengah down kan..to tash my 1st deskmate tuh..'kauh tak suka macam mane pown, aku still dgn dia smpai hari nih tauh! *bajet gilak kan? :P ' tetiba teringat OA..dari form one satu dorm..kita rapat..and mestilah syang korang gila babi kan? korang yg banyak tolong..terima peangai aku yg macam ******** nih kan. haha. dah dah.. nak story pasal my frens of the final year kat skuwl lagi tapi tapelah..nanti menangis pulak. yelah, i miss you much guys! sumpah, tak tipu. rase macam nak peluk cium sayang korang. XOXOXOXOXOXO!! haha. GL, korang the best...




zie..buddysys kot. :D

leen shukri..catalyst of crazy virus. :P



ngao...kawan yang suka membebel.


diyana..awek zie. haha *tapasal.


ath..classmate selama 5years. :D

mhyera...deskmate yg sangat rajin. (:



GL dancing.
 GL,sayang korang sangatsangat. i miss you guys much.


this is me...rajen gilaa kan study??
*ceh, rajen la sangat kan. :P



this is my locker mase form f5 lah. i miss this much. haha. 
*bersepah macam nih pown nak show off. --'

 semua tinggal kenangan...sedihnye!  )'; okayokayokay..enough story of 2011..





2012..is first the year start tak skool kan. yeah, i hope sumone can lead me jadi seorang manusia..ye, memang i'm manusia..tapi taknak jadi manusia setan or binatang bertopengkan manusia..or more worst than that *ayt kauh memang lah kan. :D eh, but seriously..i dont want to be lah. i'm just the only girl in my family..so,yeah. i want to be a good daughter. AMIN! hee.. iyelah, sekolah dulu dalam asrama..walaupun rase macam kat dalam jail, tape..thanx to school.selamat je rase dalam sekolah kan. kalau duduk kat rumah macam2 lagi dugaan. so, bila dah keluar dari  boarding school nih..rase scary pula..haha. tapasal la. tak tapi betol la...okay, takpe.. try to accpt dunia luar. i hope for a better life in 2012..end of the year 2011 dah 17 years hidup. rase macam tuanya aku! ye, kauh memang dah tua,nak masok 18 dah.  haha. okay. just belajar jadi lebih matang la. yes, yes..i will (:  bila tahun baru..matlamat hidup pun kene la baru kan..so,i hope whatever my dreams will come true. :) happy new year guys.

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