gonna miss you, 2011

byebye 2011.. hyehye 2012..... guys,there's many thing in the year of 2011..a lot of happiness and sadness..and so...firstly, i na cakap about..my SPM ofcoz..banyak suka duka yang aku lalui kann..kat sekolah tuh..hurm, and yeah..lots of memories bila dah final year nih.. mase nak SPM tuh macam macam happen. and i hate it much actually.tapi i kene jugak la kan terima..ujian dariNYA kan. tapi INSYAALLAH i'll get the best result soon.walaupun i feel that i cant get what my parents wants.AMIN..!! to my BFF, sufian hadi..kauh banyak bagi aku support weh. kau selalu ada bila aku need kauh. lately nih je lah kauh busy kan, tape aku faham..just aku harap kita takkan putus our frenship okay? aku sayang kauh doe..dah 4years kita kawan kan? kauh paling faham aku. thanx hadi jadi kawan akuh. haha. okay, enough. next i want to talk about..errr...him...yes,about him. the one yg buat i get back into myself lupakan  Q****... thanx a lot. and you try to get into me..but u r not the person and we could  just be together for two months. and really sorry i have for not choosing you. i noe you still waiting for me..i noe u love me..but please..i cant, F****... and this lyrics u gave it to me..

HANYA SAMPAI DI SINI SAJA,

KISAH CINTA KITA BERDUA,

TIADA DAYA SELAMANYA,

TERHENTI DI SINI,

BIARKU PUJUK HATI INI,

MERAWAT RINDUKU SENDIRI,

SETELAH AKU KAU LUKAI,

SEDANGKAN KAU TAHU,

KASIH AKU HANYALAH UNTUKMU,

TIADA LAIN DALAM DIRIKU,

TAKKAN BERUBAH ,

WALAU DIPISAH LAUT BIRU,

CINTA AKU HANYALAH UNTUKMU,

TAK PERNAH GOYAH TAK PERNAH JEMU

TAKKAN TERPADAM,

DALAM HATIKU YANG MILIK MU,

PERCAYALAH...

MUNGKIN SUDAH SURATAN KITA,

TERPISAH SEBEGINI SAJA,

PASTI DI SUATU HARI NANTI,

KU JEJAK BAHAGIA.

BY ADIRA (LARA LAGI).

thanx,F****..i faham what u try to let me know, and whatever it is..i always wish you akan jumpe kebahagiaan you. (^_^)  i nak cakap thanx sangatt datang into my life..i appriciate what you have done.
and and and..
next is about my the only one who owned my heart till now... almost a year kann..and i felt it was the love full of lies...haha. tak tak..juz a bit complicated life of him. takpe, i understand it okay,my dear...
ehm, juz let forgive and forget..thats it. kan3? senang cerita kan?? and juz go on..hope for a better better and much better than 2011...bila da masuk 2012..open new book pulak..i hold your promise to love me and forget about her..*hate to write about that **C**** girl. ha.but, please..if u cant..jgn paksa..cinta tak boleh dipksa my dear..cinta tu datang dengan sendirinya..*bangangnye pegang janji tetiba cakap jgn pakse.haha.papelah.. whatever will happen i will always accept it dengan redha or pasrahnya.erm, the most i want to thank you much for teachng me to be more mature, thanx okay. appriciate sgtt..derr...i love you okay. tak siapa pown bole merampas hati yang sudah kau miliki nih. cewwwahh.  *ayat nak bajet je. :P eh, baru persan..siapa mamt nih?? bebel bebel pasal dia tapi tatau siapa..ehem,ehem..siapa lagi kan..MOHD FAIZUL FAHMI BIN ADAM laa.. okay, just nak show off nama dia.. nak show off je?? *kejam kejam.. haha. tak la, nanti orang confuse pulak and cakap i nih player lah, maenkan hati guys lah...i'm not,okay. tak nampak tuh..sorang je. sorang sahaja. one person only.. okay2. i noe semua dah faham. you guys know what... some people bagi supprt tauh nak go on bila dgn dia nih. iyelah..banyak dugaan tauh. member2 la.. sape lagi kalau bukan ngao, wee, leen, zie, dyan, and sape sape lagi lah kan yg pernah memberi support time i tengah down kan..to tash my 1st deskmate tuh..'kauh tak suka macam mane pown, aku still dgn dia smpai hari nih tauh! *bajet gilak kan? :P ' tetiba teringat OA..dari form one satu dorm..kita rapat..and mestilah syang korang gila babi kan? korang yg banyak tolong..terima peangai aku yg macam ******** nih kan. haha. dah dah.. nak story pasal my frens of the final year kat skuwl lagi tapi tapelah..nanti menangis pulak. yelah, i miss you much guys! sumpah, tak tipu. rase macam nak peluk cium sayang korang. XOXOXOXOXOXO!! haha. GL, korang the best...

zie..buddysys kot. :D

leen shukri..catalyst of crazy virus. :P

ngao...kawan yang suka membebel.

diyana..awek zie. haha *tapasal.

ath..classmate selama 5years. :D

mhyera...deskmate yg sangat rajin. (:

GL dancing.

 GL,sayang korang sangatsangat. i miss you guys much.

this is me...rajen gilaa kan study??

*ceh, rajen la sangat kan. :P

this is my locker mase form f5 lah. i miss this much. haha. 

*bersepah macam nih pown nak show off. --'

 semua tinggal kenangan...sedihnye!  )'; okayokayokay..enough story of 2011..

2012..is first the year start tak skool kan. yeah, i hope sumone can lead me jadi seorang manusia..ye, memang i'm manusia..tapi taknak jadi manusia setan or binatang bertopengkan manusia..or more worst than that *ayt kauh memang lah kan. :D eh, but seriously..i dont want to be lah. i'm just the only girl in my family..so,yeah. i want to be a good daughter. AMIN! hee.. iyelah, sekolah dulu dalam asrama..walaupun rase macam kat dalam jail, tape..thanx to school.selamat je rase dalam sekolah kan. kalau duduk kat rumah macam2 lagi dugaan. so, bila dah keluar dari  boarding school nih..rase scary pula..haha. tapasal la. tak tapi betol la...okay, takpe.. try to accpt dunia luar. i hope for a better life in 2012..end of the year 2011 dah 17 years hidup. rase macam tuanya aku! ye, kauh memang dah tua,nak masok 18 dah.  haha. okay. just belajar jadi lebih matang la. yes, yes..i will (:  bila tahun baru..matlamat hidup pun kene la baru kan..so,i hope whatever my dreams will come true. :) happy new year guys.

Mamat Gila SEX

korang..ade sorang mamat nih. name die AMIR (mamat kantin sekolah aku). he's one of guy yg suka sangat kacau orang, emo ta tentu pasal.. so,aku pown cam baek la ngn die kan..*untuk dapat BENEFIT je okay.haha.
erm, aku penah la suro die belikan topup..then then..he got my numb lh kan..tp numb lame..naseb baek tade numb baru aku..hehs. aku punya lah lame ta on numb tuh. aku on la kan..ttbe ade text dari numb aku ta knal...aku lyan la..tgk nih..dye ckap..

Mamat; hye! *aku pikir budak skola aku
Me      ; sape ni ea??
Mamat; I love you! Qis buat apa? *gila ape?!
(lame aku pikir..ttbe aku teringat care die text..and and,yeah his the guy yg bername AMIR!..hurm..aku pown terpikir na buatbuat tu buka aku..*bertukar menjadi BALAK qis :p)

Me     ; ko sape hah? qis xpakai nombor nih dah r. aku balak die.
Mamat; bagoslah ko balak die. lepas tanggungjawab aku.
(dalam otak aku kan..sial kauh jantan..nak kenekan aku)

Me     ; asal ko cakap camtu pulak?!
Mamat; aku da mkan sedap. bagoslah ko basuh pinggan aku.
(sabar je dulu.)

Me    ;apa ko merepek nih??
Mamat; Bro gua stop sbb dia nak stady lau x sdap je mlm2 lu tau.
( kene pegi masakkan maggi for my brpther...so,ta reply la his text..pastu ade lagi text die)

Mamat; ok la aku tau ko bukan balak dia semoga berbahagia makan sisa.
(ehm,nak tengok lagi kesialan mamat nih..aku act lagi cam aku nih lelaki juz nak kne kan Qis)

Me     ; best ke weyh??
Mamat; sdap tau aku dah rase best aku egat nk lagi tp dah ade orang laen tapela.
Me     ; oh,ade cantek ta? *siot! geli aku! haha.
Mamat; boleh la dah 3kali aku buat. ko dah buat blom? * mulut kauh memang kaki kencing.
Me     ; barang die ada cantek tak? *idea aku nih bangang gak.haha.
Mamat; cantek beb gua xtahan nak lagi..
Me     ; bagosla, aku nak maen2 kan dia je.
Mamat; Knape ne qis jangan berlakon jadi lelaki la.. * eh,kantoi ke?? bangang.
Me     ; wey,pahal lak? ko xcaye kol la aku. *tros pegi story kat my adek and na suro die jawabkan..haha.
Mamat; Dop aku nak maenla dgn dia sdap la.* aku dah mula mals nak layan..aku ta reply teros.
Mamat; aku tabole lupe die isap knek aku *bapak murah kauh jantan sial!
Mamat; aku harap ko jgn tggalkan dia k. *haha.bangan puya laki gila sex! :D
Mamat; awak,saye nak maen lagi la dgn qis. *bodo lah kauh jantan! tade akal! 
Mamat; aku nak buat dgn dia lagi.aku nak bagi dia anak.* aku talayan maken dile otak mamat nih
Mamat; aku nak die macam mane kte pnah maen dulu dia layan aku buat sex aku rse tubuhnya.. *sialan! sjak bila entah mamat nih! gilababi punya bodoh! grr..!!!
Mamat; dlu kte pnah sme2 buat hbngan sex tp x pnah jnji hidop bersame sbb die ade balak dok penang. *kepale hotak die! sejak bila aku ade balak penang tah. bangan la jantan nih! 


haih. jantan jantan..tu lah aku tasuke na layan nombor aku tatau. kalau lah btolbtol die msg ngn balak aku..sumpah sial! aku gado terok. aku nih dah la suci. abd tu jugak knape i hate to trust a guy! hehs. its not that easy to trust a guy. haha. papelah..zack cakap "dah bole buang pown sbnanye nombor tuh". hee. na buang tapi...sayang.. nt lah aku pikiripikir balek.. grr..!! bengang lagi nig. mamat nih cam tahi kan? pastu teringat emily pnah ckap dye nih tggalkan kwasan setinggan and perangai diorang memang tahi macam tuh.
hurm,so aku pown bole terima budak tade pelajaran camtuh. ignore jelah. dah penat aku bebel. the lesson is TAPERLU LAYAN UNKNOWN NUMBER! :D 
till the next post. :)

SPM is juz around the corner

SPMSPM....hurm..another 19days je weyh..how i'm gonna face this big examination..??? 

not enough preparation...?? huh..dengan problems yg membelenggu fikiran aku lagi...*poyo sial. haha

err...mama papa..i will try my best okay..juz pray for me..i tg struggle gilaa.this is the only way hw to show my appreciation to you...btw, to my Z..thnx for come into my life and buat my life KUSUT... :) for now..i have to focus on my study..19days je lagi pown..go ahead la na gatal ngn AN tuh..cket pun ta kesah..wtv laaa..

juz i still love you what ever will happen between us soon..okay laa..gtg guys..na study...wish me luck.:)

Its all about him

hey guys!

i just want to tell a story about the most important person in my life.

 He's the one i do love with the whole of my heart.

 He is Mohd Faizul Fahmi bin Adam.

 And yeah...he's mine,okayh! 

ehem,please dont take him away from me..

I'll definitely kill you,then.ha. *scary ryte? haha. 

what a @#$&!?! question. hee~

Erm,just wanna let everyone knows that he's kind of a cool guy. 

That is the main reason why i was deeply attracted to him. 

He's cute, but sometimes,he's just a bit 'garang'. haha.

 Believe or not,you have to do so.. :P

Huh,when i remembered about my past love story,

it  reminds me about him, who holds the name of Mohammad Qusyairi. 

But now, a carying guy named Zack appeared in my life.

he succeed  to own my heart,  and he filled  in my empty life. 

Lastly i had totally forget about Qusyairi. 

Thaks,my dearest hubby! <3

ahha,i want everyone to know only zack in my heart.

So,others tak perlu la kann na steal him from me..ha.

sayang dia gilaa punye banyak. :)

hope our love will remain always and forever..

ilymtwcs! :)

lalalalala.....

when he's my little brother.

                                                        he's my bodyguard,

Sudah tue rupenye adekku. FORM 3. ha..

First cam rase dye dah tue..tbetbe rase bile dye tua, akuh pun tue jugak..hakhak.
dye nih aktif semacam kat skola..ochestra die..basketball die..study dye?? okay kot..he'll take PMR examination this year..cuakcuak and hoping dye bole dapat 8 A's lah..AMIN! :)

eh,ade one time tuh lepak dengan budak kecik nih,Muhammad Rais Akram namenyer..

dye citecite banyak la kan...and i get it..dye story sume tuh to show that dye da SENIOR di MCKK.

ha,he can get use the juniors.. and,and...dye baru merasa jadi senior,i guess..harharhaa.. :P

Lawak sungguh my annoying adik nih,kann..??

haha,tapetape..org baru na jd DEWASA la katakan..

ehm,juz nw i saw his batch punye perfomnce utk hari guru..menarik kot...lagu LAZY SONGS.

smartsmart..

and,and..if tacaye..juz klick this link ;

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=227417007274796&comments&set=t.100000392444828&type=1

hehs..juz cam tapasal write about him..

tapi tape.kalau na tau la kan...i love him tauh!

sape buli die,siap la..esp his senior yg dekat skola tuh..

"ihsan ke, faheem ke, harith ke..or roy...and sapesape je la lgi kann.."

bagi kaki nanti baru tauh...mcm ihsan kene dengan aku dekat mid.. :D

*padan muke..memang patot kene pun..jahat sangat! :P

 hurm..banyak suda akuh bebelkan nih..tah apeape tah..

till my next BEBEL. (^_^)

Jogging

                                              This is the way  how to KURUS! haha.

Yesterday pergi tasik degan papa,mama n rais.
Jog dengan rais.papa juz have a walk alone. and mama pulak sit on the bench waiting for us.
Dah lame kot ta jog. At first tuh memanglah saenh jog dengan rais. laju kott dye jog..*budak cagers la katekan.ha. Sampai half way je aku terus TERpancit. Hee~ Iyelah banyak lemak tepu terkumpul balek rumah nih,haha. :D aku suro rais teoskan sorgsorg. dah ta larat kott. 

And,and aku jalan lah sorangsorang,aku rase ramai gle org kat tasik. Weekend kott,wajeb la ramai..apelah kauh ni qist.haha. Agakagak dah okay cket tuh aku pun jog balek slowslow ALONE!

First time jog sorgsorg. mcmmcm happen; kene kacau la,tg jog ade org ikut jog sekali la,ade org offer na teman la..tbetbe cuak jog sorangsorang.and wajeblah aku ignore je dyorg. nanti my 'Z' mara.hee. 
lepas nih tamo la jog sorang. seram sejuk. :P
mase na dekat sampai tuh bertembung dengan papa sbb papa jalan sonsang.ha,ble jumpe papa je. 'fuff! legalega,ta kne kcau dah.hee~


today na jog lagi dengan rais.kne tough la cket.tanak kne tggal lagi.
plusplus,na buang lemaklemak tepu. :P

First

just got so excited with the blogging thinging...lol its just so new world for me.... the B.L.O.G..haha... cool blog pon bole...hahha...ok2.. this is where we say .....

LETS GO!!!!

till the next post....see ya!!